The Changing Face of Alice



Now Alice is in Maintenance and her hair is starting to come back I tried to put together a photographic scrap book of the way's Alice has changed over the last 30 weeks of treatment. We have just under 90 weeks left! 

5th to 18th August - MAINTENANCE - Weeks 29 & 30

5th to 18th August

Things have started really well for me. Daddy is here! and Joe and Mummy it is so much fun and my hair is coming back and it is growing really fast!

I started the week feeling really well and on the Tuesday Daddy was here I went to a big park at Oakwell Hall and took a picnic with Daddy and Joe and My Aunties and Uncle and 2 of my cousins. I like going out with my little cousin because she is only just younger than me so we run around together and ride in her special wagon. I always like taking a picnic out and we had a dog come to visit us when we were eating. I think he wanted my Chicken.

Wednesday was exciting too because Daddy took me to the hospital in Grandad's car and he saw all my friends and helped me on the DS instead of Mummy. I had to have an injection in my wigglies as well as starting on my grumpy minty medicine. By the evening when we got home I wasn't feeling quite as well as I had been and as always Thursday I was tired and feeling not quite so well.

The Doctor was so pleased with my blood tests on Wednesday that she gave me a week off! I don't need to have another blood test until the 21st August. Which is a bit exciting.

Daddy and Joe went home on Friday which made me sad but because we are sorting out all our stuff and getting ready to pack up I'm not as sad as everyone thought I'd be. It was also very exciting to be woken up in the middle of the night for a car ride in my pyjamas to take Daddy and Joe to the train station.

 

We have been trying to do just normal things every day and have been going to the shops and park and library. I've got a bit of a cold again, but I haven't had a temperature. Mummy is trying to let me do things but I think she is worried that if I get sick I might be in hospital and then we might not be able to go home on time.

I have been practicing my cooking and made biscuits this week. I decided to share them because that is a good thing to do and because Mummy bought me my plimsolls for school.

My big cousin also got her A Level results and she is very clever she got 3 B's and will be going to university in September like my big sister Toni.

I haven't been as grumpy this month with my medicine so Mummy, Nana and Grandad are happy, there has been a lot less crying and shouting. I do still like Mummy to come to bed with me and cuddle because sometimes I dream things and sometimes I just like her cuddling me.

One of the most exciting things to happen this week is that Nana and Grandad bought me a little bike, it was in the second hand shop and it is red and blue and yellow and has winnie the pooh and stabilizers. I'm loving whizzing about again. I've really missed my bike!

    

I miss my Daddy, Joe and Toni. I know that I will be seeing them all soon but it is starting to feel like a long time. I keep asking Mummy when Daddy is coming to rescue me. She says soon.

Mum Says: What a joy it was to have Gareth here and for Alice to be well and able to go out for a day as a family (almost complete) Gareth also came over with some exciting news about a new job he has been offered. September sees a lot of New Starts for out Family, Alice at the School Nursery, Toni at University and Gareth with a new job. It will also be the start of Alice and I being back at home in Gibraltar on maintenance. I have a saying painted on the wall in our hall at home "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass it is about learning to dance in the rain" This year has been one of our stormiest but it is coming to an end and it feels like the worst of the rain has passed. I will have to wait until Christmas to have my family back under one roof. We are still worrying about money and the practicalities of dealing with Alice's illness. But as I see her improve and the speed with which she comes back to herself after treatment it's all worth while. Now when Alice asks when is Daddy coming to rescue her my heart doesn't drop I can honestly say soon!

My Church Magazine Article!

I was asked to write a little something for the Church Magazine about Alice and what has happened over the last few months. As I put time and effort into writing it I thought I'd post it here too!

 

We had initially thought Alice was coming down with a nasty virus in late November 2012. But as
she got progressively worse we took her to hospital. Thank God the Doctors took me seriously when I told them I felt there was something very wrong.   She was admitted and given a drip with fluids and the Doctors took blood tests. Alice was very anaemic and needed a blood transfusion immediately. It was very frightening to see her so ill and to realise that she very nearly didn’t make it to her 3^rd Birthday. 

Blood tests showed a virus called the parvovirus , which can cause anaemia. But Alice just couldn’t clear it. So in January a decision was made and we were sent to Great Ormond Street Hospital in London where Alice had a bone marrow aspiration which would finally confirm what was causing the problems with her blood.

When we were given the diagnosis of ALL - Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia on 16^th January 2013,  we went into over drive trying to process all the information given by the doctors as well as trying to work out the best for us as a family on a practical level.

Having discussed as much as we could with Doctors we requested Alice be moved to Leeds so that I could move in with my parents (rather than a rented room in London) and concentrate on getting Alice better. All went smoothly with the transfer to Leeds; Gibraltar had no objections.

Treatment started within Hours of being given her diagnosis and her first chemotherapy was given the same day.  We started to loose ‘our little Alice’ as the steroids took over and it felt as if we had been robbed of both her health and her personality.

Throughout Alice was still fighting the Parvovirus which mimics leukaemia and the doctors were left scratching their head often over her blood counts and how poorly she still was. We asked for more concentrated prayer at this point to clear her of the parvovirus.

Once off the large doses of steroids Alice started to return to us and after a week in hospital (first of many) on IV Antibiotics she bounced back to her normal smiling self. At this time we also saw an improvement in her blood counts and eventually she tested clear of the parvovirus, Thank the Lord!

Physically Alice has taken all changes in her stride, loosing hair, growing hair and loosing it completely, gaining weight and loosing weight, having problems with walking, loosing the ability to run and jump, smiling through the pain, discomfort and fatigue.

We took any opportunity to get home to Gibraltar and have managed 2 visits. On our second trip we spent a week in hospital once again on IV Antibiotics.

Fresh from our stay in hospital in Gibraltar we started the most difficult phase of treatment. Alice was on lots of high dose chemotherapy for around 6 weeks.  During this time we had another 11 days in hospital due to a flu virus and a reaction to one of her drugs which caused her heart rate to slow.

We are now in the final and longest phase of treatment. Gibraltar and Leeds hospitals have worked together so that we can go home and have our monthly chemotherapy in Gibraltar, our daily dose at bed time will continue at home and 12 weekly visits to the Leeds will be needed for chemotherapy injections into Alice’s spine.

We have so much to thank God for: The number of people praying and showing such concern for Alice has been overwhelming:  The love and support from family and friends helping us to stay positive (mostly) about Alice’s treatment.

There have been times which were very challenging and Alice hasn’t always been a model child but we have always found the strength to continue and on occasions we have actually enjoyed our time here in the UK!

We continue to ask for your prayers and support for the next challenges we face, sending Toni off to University in September, Alice Staring at the School Nursery, and for all of us adapting to living with leukaemia together again as a family.